Hello Mary-
This might sound silly, but you are the only animist I know, and I thought I’d give it a try, so here goes: How do I go about something like a wasp nest in my well that is as gentle (or merciful) as possible but also… well gets rid of wasps in my walls. I’m not asking for tips on insect killers, I’m asking for tips on how to deal with killing so many insects when one is at least animism-friendly. I’m perfectly capable of killing them, but I’d like to be as fair to insects in my house as I can… From a homeowner’s standpoint I’m also not going to let them happily multiply inside my walls. What makes it worse is that they are really not aggressive when they are inside the house. So except for “this is my house thank you very much” I don’t have a reason to kill them.
Very long story short: Is there a candle I can light in their memory, or something to that effect? I guess I’d do just that if I don’t get an answer through your blog. Thanks in any case, looking forward to your next book!–
Susanne
Hi Susanne-
One of the things I love about Animism is that that it is about our individual relationship with nature. It is a practice that has a few tenents (and even some of those may be disagreed upon at times) but there are just as many types of Animism as there are Animists….
Which basically means that despite everything I say here, it is up to your individual relationship with your wasp houseguests as to how to proceed.
One of the things that I notice quite a bit is that people who tend to be attracted to Animism (and Shamanism) are often good-hearted people who wish to be kind to everyone and everything. I do very much appreciate the sentiment of this, but often it perpetuates the divide between ourselves and nature, rather than providing connection or solution to it.
I do of course think that considering the environment, our impact on it, and harm reduction to be essential.
The Other (which the natural world is a part of) is both filled with sun dappled meadows as well as darkness and uncertainty and fierce teeth gnashing and claws. Part of an Animistic practice would be reclaiming that wild within ourselves– the parts of ourselves that can defend ourselves and our homes, that can take action, that can pounce and prey and track and growl.
And can do those things without guilt and without the type of moral apprehension that modern spiritual circles tend to be so riddled with. It is easy to be shamed into being a really, really good person that everyone and everything can run over and treat like a doormat because “nice” or “spiritual” or “being the better person”.
This has little to do with nature, or with Animism, and more to do with a spiritual culture that is out of touch with its inner and outer wildness, animalistic instincts, and darkness.
To get more to your question…. I find it helpful for my students to start to consider the natural world as being composed of “people” . This is a first step, but a good one. This is because it can reorient your thinking into considering what would happen if said wasps come into your house like a bad house guest would.
Part of emotional intelligence is recognizing that people can be anything from completely amazing, sincere, authentic individuals to real jerks (and everything in between). This can move on to even more nuanced thinking, where we can recognize that someone can be a real jerk and completely amazing at the same time.
But in developing emotional intelligence and consciousness, the goal is to clearly discern what people bring into your life and to develop basic boundaries. This means considering that in rare cases that people may be too toxic or chaotic or abusive or detrimental to your basic well-being to include in your life. This may also be recognizing that people may not be the best for you, but you can handle them in small doses and so will allow yourself to have a basic, surface-level relationship (low information being offered to them and little intimacy) when you are required to (work, family, neighbors, etc).
This also means celebrating the intimacy of those connections that bring love and worth into your life; that truly see you and hear you and reflect you that you are worthwhile and loveable and are worthy of developing a deep, abiding connection with over time.
I mention all of this because I would readily put wasps into the category of the toxic relative that may seem harmless until they get the equivalent of a few drinks into them. But that is my relationship with them– that may not be yours.
One way of thinking about your situation is to understand that Animism is about being a part of the natural cycles of life. By the time I am writing this (since I received your email a bit ago) you have likely moved on, as have those wasps. Such is life.
In my home I have an accord with the spiders. They don’t bother me and they get to hang out and claim their favorite corners. My cats do not have that same relationship with the spider community. I have also journeyed to ants and spiders and shown them the way out of my home or property via journey as well as physically. I don’t suggest doing this unless you have some experience journeying and communing (instructions in my Shamanic Workbook series) and obviously don’t suggest it for wasps… or that toxic relative. It often takes a bit of practice and some effort to break down the ideologies and energetics of separation from nature and spirit that are in place for all of us to some degree in the modern world to be in a place of being able to commune with said critters.
I do think that your idea of a candle ceremony is lovely. However, I sometimes find that some of us can feel guilty for claiming our space, for having a backbone, for utilizing our voices, or for having access to the darker (instinctual) aspects of our nature…and so if the candle ceremony is to allow for a healing and moving forward for both you and wasp, that sounds great.
If it is to assuage some inner sense of guilt and cultural shaming and the odd type of moralizing compassion that is part and parcel of being separate from the natural world and being disconnected from the tooth, nail, and wild aspects of yourself, I would instead suggest finding your inner wasp, and discovering how you can connect to the wildness within.
P.S. Your question is not silly at all! It shows that you are thinking things through. We need that type of critical thinking and thoughtfulness in this world. Be proud of your inquiries– curiosity and open-minded inquiry are rarer than you may believe, and will take you far.
Mary Mueller Shutan is a spiritual teacher and author of several books, including The Shamanic Workbook series.
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Incredibly fortuitous. In April, wasp appeared to me with a lesson that I have been learning since. To commemorate this visit, I searched and found a picture of a wasp and faithfully drew it while contemplating the wasp, wrote some things around it, framed it, and posted it on my corkboard. A couple of weeks ago, I found your site through an article on craniosacral therapy. I left the tab open and was cleaning up the window today, debating whether to close the tab when this article on “unfortunate wasp houseguests” caught my eye. Just yesterday, I had noticed that wasp came back and a pair are at the start of building a nest in a patio light, so I began contemplating what to do. Reading this article I was struck not just because of its relevancy to my present situation — published during the time I had this tab open — but the photo you chose to use of the wasp is the EXACT photo of the wasp I had used to draw. This entire article summarizes much of the major lesson I have been learning over the past year after a lifetime of “being the bigger person.” A sign at the exact right moment. My vigor for life has been renewed. A lighthouse in the dark. Eternal gratitude to you.
Hi Carole-
In terms of your sightings of wasps, what I teach is to look at the individual symbolism for you. It may have been the wasps dying had little to do with you, other than it being in your home. They may also be an important symbol, a turning point of some sort, or some type of message or sign that is showing itself to you. Intuition and individual considering of the wasps and how meaningful the finding of them felt to you would be what I suggest sitting with.
How wonderful to read about your journey regarding assertiveness! I am a big proponent of having all options consciously available to us… that way we can consciously choose in situations how we want to interact (rather than that being decided by our limitations or inability to express certain aspects of our nature). I appreciate the gratitude– am glad that this blog resonated with so many of you.
Thank you Mary and Susanne for this inquiry and response!
This is “right on” for me as well.
Interestingly, I have found so far 3-4 dead wasps on my floor in the past 4-6 months.
Only once, I have seen one alive and flying so I was surprised to find these “bodies”.
Based on your response, I’d like to think they understood this was “my” house and were not welcome ?
On another hand, I have been dealing with a returning mousefield coming into my house (I live in the countryside) every year at the beginning of winter for the past years.
I can see that I have been going through learning assertiveness stages, pretty much like you explained. It began with the guilt and asking them to leave, then having my son installing traps and being asked to deal with them so that I don’t see their face/bodies… then last year, I raised the bar and installed a trap myself but asked my son to come check it from time to time… up to last week, got the trap installed, checked myself and finally saw one caught and dead without me freaking out or feeling any guilt !
I can see how this reflects back on my life as well, from being kind and giving freely my time and ressources… to now having no problem in staying away from certain people and knowing that I do not need to give more or to give anything in fact, if there is no reciprocity and mutual respect/appreciation.
I will celebrate this as a sign that I am connecting more and more to that Wildness within! Thank you Mary for your perspective. I have always admired your way to say things the way they should be and not covered in some new age/false spirituality-candy- coating.
Blessings
Thank you Susanne and Mary both for opening up a new (to me), more nuanced, and more mature angle on the relationship with nature. I’ve been looking for just such a shift in an ongoing situation with ants in the kitchen, and this additional layer to the multilevel reality of interacting with other beings/selves is much appreciated.
Thank you so much for your response! Especially everything having to do with misguided guilt. Point well taken!